My blog title is a shout out to Downhere. I’m listening to them play live right now at a GMA showcase. I wanted to go, but had other plans. So I’m watching/listening to a live stream of their set isntead. Their latest CD is called Ending Is Beginning. It’s very good. You should purchase it.
Though I love the band Downhere and their music. This blog is not about them.
It’s about BarlowGirl.
Depending on how well you know me, you know/or you don’t know/or are slightly aware of/or are overly aware of how much I love this band. I do not love them in a fanish, obsessive way. On the contrary. I love them like they are family.
Allow me to explain myself. Whether you take me seriously about my “love them like they are family” comment or not, I’m still going to continue. Be skeptical if you wish. But trust me and know that I am speaking in the utmost pure sincerity about this.
For the last four years of my life, I have faithfully served on the leadership team of BarlowGirl’s message board. It’s called SoundPost. The name is further shortened to SP. Hope you can keep up with all the names/references.
For pretty much every single day of the last four years, I have spent at least an hour (an hour was required) working on that message board, reading posts, answering questions, telling other leaders about problem areas/posts/people and doing other things. Most days, I was on there for well more than an hour. I was assigned to The Band and The Concerts section. I read and answered all sorts of questions about them every day. I’ve garnered ridiculous amounts of trivial BarlowGirl knowlege. Their height, their hair color, their eye color and their many middle names, just to mention a few. I’ve told little 12 year olds not to idolize them. I’ve told creepy middle-aged men to stop objectifying them. I’ve defended them. I’ve helped solve many an internet crisis over issues such as copyright infringement. I’ve laughed at their podcasts and prayed for their needs. I even sang on their Christmas album Home For Christmas because I’m in the choir that they use everytime they record an album. I’ve waited after concerts to talk to them, check in on them encourage them and give them a hug. I’ve done a lot. All in joyful service and all for the advancement of the Kingdom.
And now, as of tomorrow moring at approximately 7 a.m. Central Standard Time, that season of my life is officially over because the message board is closing down. Why is it closed down? In short, because God told them to close it down. God told them that the season of SP is over.
I agree with His Will for that. I’m in total submission and understanding of His directive to close the message board. I know that God is moving every person on SP into a new season. He’s going to do great things for all of us if/when we allow Him to. I’m excited and expectant for what He’ll do.
When I sign out of SP for the final time tonight, I know I’ll be sad. A four-year-span of service is a long time. When something that impactful is gone and no longer, it will affect people. It will affect me deeply. I’m emotionally, physically and devotedly invested in this band and their ministry. I’m part of it. I’m not saying that in a prideful way. However, I am saying it just to say it. I took part in something amazing. I’m so honored God allowed me to do that.
I’m not entirely sure what the purpose of this post is. So I can get my feelings out. So I can say a final goodbye to SoundPost. So I can tell you all to check out BarlowGirl. So I can tell you to trust God when He speaks to you and tells you to move on to the next season. The Barlow family and everyone that serves on their ministry team are truly and sincerely and genuinely amazing people. I’m not saying that shallowly. I’m saying it because I know from experience.
*deep sigh* I could say a lot more about a lot of different things. Maybe I will another day. Or maybe I won’t.
Thank you SP and Barlow family for your ministry. God has done so much through you. Your humility and obedienceto God have allowed Him to shine through you so clearly. Who you are and what you do have impacted me in so many ways. I can stand strong in my singleness beause of you. I can stand as a person free from a terrible addiction because of you. I have met so many people through your ministry. I’ve realized a lifelong dream of singing on a CD.
I cannot thank you enough for your contribution to my life.
Now…on to the next, exciting season. *lighter sigh*
I’m ready, Lord. Lead me as I walk in Your ways…
4 thoughts on “Ending Is Beginning”
Thank you. I think you just described ,emotionally about 90%, what I can not seem to put into words. Also, I think it truly describes how a lot of the other members felt.
I know what you mean by “love them like family”. Cheesy as the line reads and sound the past 18 months I’ve used there ministry to stay close to God when I’ve felt as if the world would end today. I have promoted them, uzed there music in some hobby work just to let people hear them, and driven on weekends off to do physical labor to set up there shows when in the area. Yet I am scared of them. Socially inept when I am around them, to the point it comes off as creepy.
I have no problems with being around Vince or any of the other crew. Including Hardt. Oh well.
You put in four great years friend. I applaud your work and I am sure God is certainly glad that you gave him the glory. Be well and always live for God. God Bless.
Great words Lindsay.
There are tears in my eyes right now, because I feel exactly the same way.
Thank you for all the work you have done. It was great to serve with you in this awesome ministry. I really hope I’ll get to know you better in the years to come and that we’ll get to meet some day.
You’re an awesome person Lindsay!
Not surprisingly you’ve expressed what I prolly won’t be able to. So glad I got to be a part of SP leadership and even meet you through it.. ❤
Hi, interesting post. I have been thinking about this issue,so thanks for sharing. I will certainly be coming back to your posts.